=TheCryptOrchid

[the psychotronic talking box]

summer - lost

Sun Jul 5, 2009, 11:05 AM

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the first official weekend of summer - someone totals my car
the insurance company allowed me a rental for only a week
i am car-less
nearly hopeless
everything i've wanted to accomplish this summer - seems gone

though i may be focusing on only the bad - it's hard not to
for this, i apologize if i sound like a broken record

-_-

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[connection lost]

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ohGr
skinny puppy

peace}

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Mood: Defeated
Listening to: ohGr - album: welt
Reading: BIOHAZARD
Watching: time slip past
Drinking: heavily

summer!

Journal Entry: Sat May 23, 2009, 9:51 AM

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spring semester: accomplished
and it feels great!

i was going to take up a summer class or two.
then i pulled my head out of my ass

i will be making a point to take a day off of work here and there
i've spread myself thin and deserve a little fun

i'm also vowing to make time for photography and...
just maybe...
i may take-up painting again

i need this summer...

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[connection lost]

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ohGr

peace

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Mood: Eager
Listening to: ohGr - album: welt
Reading: BIOHAZARD
Watching: natrual born killers
Eating: cereal
Drinking: sunkist orange soda

Skin by `ginkgografix

(no subject)

Mon Mar 16, 2009, 4:38 PM

_{.medicated. .drama queen. .picture perfect. .numb belligerence. .narcissistic. .drama queen. .craving fame and all it's decadence.

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it always seems that i update my journal while in a shitty mood.
i must apologize for this.
i am very busy and i could possibly also be in a continuous shitty mood.
oops.

the age of twenty has yet to awe me.
i have no time for creativity.
my luck seems to stray with black cats and friday the thirteenths.
i may finally have a grasp on my future career.
(i'll give you a hint: dead people + photography + medical examiner + forensics)

if all goes to plan (lmfao) i should be driving to minneapolis for spring break in april.
thank who ever in the sky for a week away from hell!

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[connection lost]

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acumen nation
16 volt
prometheus burning
massive attack

peace

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and i find - there is light . there is hope . there is a glow}}}

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Mood: Questionable
Listening to: "sirvix" - acumen nation
Watching: house m.d.
Eating: pills

a quick update

Sun Jun 29, 2008, 3:10 PM

_{.medicated. .drama queen. .picture perfect. .numb belligerence. .narcissistic. .drama queen. .craving fame and all it's decadence.

_{.·´¯ )×What's New×( ¯`·.

yes. i am indeed still breathing.
moving out soon.
began my piercing apprenticeship @ i ov thee dragon.
working my ass off.
no time for art what-so-ever.

i fear the worst.

on a personal level, i've never been more confused.
i wish i could dive in deeper into this subject, but i cannot.
so i will leave you with that.

but i'll keep digging till i feel something.

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[connection lost]

.·´¯ )×What I'm Currently Listening To×( ¯`·.

16 VOLT

peace

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and i find - there is light . there is hope . there is a glow}}}

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Mood: Hopeless
Listening to: 16 VOLT "two wires thin" & "and
Reading: The Serial Killer Files

t h a n k y o u

Wed Mar 5, 2008, 10:41 AM

_{.medicated. .drama queen. .picture perfect. .numb belligerence. .narcissistic. .drama queen. .craving fame and all it's decadence.}

_{.·´¯ )×What's New×( ¯`·.

i recieved this in the mail a couple days ago. thank you SO much for this birthday present!!

i've been going through many personal hardships lately and i just cried when i opened the package.

thank you so fucking much, from the bottom of what's left of a heart. i love you all.

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.·´¯ )×What I'm Currently Listening To×( ¯`·.

Professional Murder Music
16 Volt
Marilyn Manson
The Silversun Pickups
KMFDM

peace}

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Mood: Hopeless
Listening to: Professional Murder Music
Reading: The Serial Killer Files
Playing: with myself
Eating: junk food
Drinking: mt. dew

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Journal History

Jul 5, 2009 summer - lost
May 23, 2009 summer!
Mar 16, 2009 (no subject)
Jun 29, 2008 a quick update
Mar 5, 2008 t h a n k y o u
Feb 18, 2008 back on my feet
Jan 23, 2008 back massage needed
Nov 4, 2007 busy bee me
Sep 6, 2007 point number one
Aug 18, 2007 life as of late (will be updated)

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